feelings

or a list on my moodiness

i’m going to be going through a big change soon. here are my feelings:

  1. happiness. there’s so much happiness to leave the stress behind.
  2. sadness. just a little, and reserved solely for the kids.
  3. scared. what if i can’t make my bills?
  4. anxious. i want to leave already.
  5. overwhelmedness. ? is that a word? i couldn’t think of the noun version. anyway, lots to do, where to start?
  6. vengeful. i want to leave everything a mess for the next one to have to clean up.
  7. guilty. it’s going to be hard for the kids to adjust, i think. *sigh*
  8. relieved. no more all that other stuff.
  9. nostalgic. no more all that other stuff.
  10. nervous. will i be good enough?

i am soooo tired so short list today. i can barely keep my eyes open yet there’s still so many things to do…

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