hmm, i don’t know if that’s the right word, but i’m just feeling like…i don’t know. like i don’t matter. other people are given responsibilities, but no one ever asks me. when i’m asked things, people talk right over me to answer. what, i don’t matter? i don’t know. i’m just starting to get irritated at those things. grr.
my son is at camp. i hope he is having fun. i hope he is using the mosquito repellent. he didn’t want to because he thought it made too much noise but i warned him–i got massive mosquito bites when i went to camp, and he unfortunately inherited my attractive-to-mosquitoes-ness so he had better watch out. but i hope he has fun. and i hope he makes friends. he’s such a loner. i want him to have friends. i don’t want to be the only thing he has.
speaking of which, i got a letter inviting him to join this thing where he can possibly go away for the summer. that was interesting! i don’t know if i could afford that, but that’d be such a great opportunity for him. i’ll have to look more into that. there’s an informational meeting tomorrow that i might go to.
and, it’s my mom’s birthday. happy birthday, mom!!! i love you so much. ❤ i look forward to more years with you in my life 🙂 ❤ ❤ ❤