i don’t know what’s going on but the case of the blues just descended upon me and i can’t seem to shake it, no matter how i distract myself. i just keep thinking about the end. and i don’t know why. i don’t feel especially nearing-the-end as i usually am feeling. but for some reason i can’t stop thinking about it, and it brings tears to my eyes. then i quickly try to think of something else but after a few more minutes it creeps back in. i can see how elderly people sometimes go a little crazy–i can only imagine this gets worse the older i get. knowing that you have only so little time left in the world is so so sad…*sigh*


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